My Nostalgic Taste of Childhood series

If you could recreate every event that has ever happened in your life…The moments that shaped your destiny, your life, and you inside the space of a single room… And whenever you wished, you could open the door
sit, and just watch —or maybe replay it —or even change it this time…

Yes, this time, let’s change it.
Come with me — open the door —let’s go back together
to that part of ourselves
that has settled deep within us,
or maybe got lost?
Or perhaps hidden —the you, or the me
who exists when we are not,
and doesn’t exist when we are.
Anyway!
Now, like in a real film,
take control of your life.
Maybe it’s better to rewind the image,
to look more closely at each moment —
to repeat some of them again and again…And this repetition…

But maybe — if you were someone else,
if you became someone else —
yourself, or that other one…

اگر مى تونستى هر اتفاقى رو كه در زندگيت افتاده … اتفاقاتی كه سرنوشتت، زندگيت، و تورو عوض كرده در فضاى يك اتاق بازسازى كنى/و هر بار كه خواستى در اتاق رو باز كنى و بنشينى و تماشا كنى/ يا نه دوباره بازيش كنى/ ويا حتى عوضش كنى…  

آره، اين بار عوضش كنيم:
همراه من در اتاق رو باز كن/با هم برگرديم به بخشى از ما كه در اعماقِ وجودمون تهنشين شده
/يا گم شده؟ و حتى پنهان شده/
تو، و يا منى كه هست وقتى نيستيم
و نيست وقتى هستيم.
به هر حال!
حالا مثل يك فيلم واقعى كنترل زندگيت رو تو دستت بگير/ شايد بهتره تصوير رو  عقب بزنى و دقیقتر لحظه ها شو نگاه كنى/حتی بعضى جا ها رو خيلى بيشتر
با تكرار/و اين تكرار.. 

اما شايد اگر كَس ديگه اى بودى/ اگر كس ديگه شُدى/خودت يا خودش… 

فرح سلطانی